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8. Would have been nice to keep this confidence up.
Sometimes I'd actually dress as a girl back in these days. But then my mom could still dress me. I was also way skinny, and friends with everyone. No trace of social awkwardness. (That I can remember) My hair was a lot lighter when I was a child, it sort of darkened with age? But not that much, it's still a light brown. Always and forever a tom-boy. Huge fucking brat. Stuffed animals were the shit, bro. <3


12. What the fuck am I even doing? (started age 10)
Once 5th grade came I somehow no longer knew how to interact with human beings. (Probably on account of changing schools)
And I just became more awkward as time went by. This year I also gained a bunch of weight and, ehh... I was also hell-a violent at home. Very mouthy, and around this age is when depression hit me. Also, jackets were cool.


15. It's not a faze mom! (Started age 14)
I was like some sort of semi-goth. I finally got a dog and that really helped change me for the better. I got a lot less violent at home, pretty cool man. (Not that I entirely got better) My depression fluctuated something terrible in these years, but again, I had a dog and I think she really helped from anything too bad happening. Let's see.. Ah yeah, I also believe I was better then everyone at this time. Like, holy shit did I believe myself to be superior. But I also had some really bad self hatred. So "I'm better then everyone, but I'm also the worst person to exist ever." Social awkwardness just got worse. Didn't help that I dressed like a weird-o, nor that I looked 13 all thru my high school years. I had loud, kind of annoying opinions at this time. This stage literally lasted from when I entered high school, till a few months after I left.


18. Everything is cool bro.
Plaid and dressing in layers is the shit man. And I decided how I used to dress was really fucking weird and I hated everyone who dressed like that because they were attention seekers. Thru this stage of my life I eventually did NOT think like that, but at least from the initial start I did. After high school I stopped thinking I was better then everyone, and just stuck to believing I was a piece of shit and everyone else was better then me. (: Lost some weight, that was cool. Depression would come and go, but it was pretty controlled at this point. Social awkwardness was realized to be full on social anxiety, and that just keeps getting worse even to this day. :I (My hair was actually longer then shown here. :U Nearly to my booty) Sometimes I would still have those loud annoying opinions, but by the time I was 20 was when I REALLY became the "everything is cool bro" person. Accepting whatever and whoever. I could still have opinions, but so could everyone else.


22. I'm one sexy man-women.
Still basically the same as the 18 stage, (Ehh, not that I act like 18 year old me, but I still dress like that, and a lot of what I think of myself has stayed the same) I think I've gained a bit more confidence from my lack of hair. Also dressing fancy as fuck is nice. Finally decided even if I'm a girl I can embrace my manly-ness as much as I damn well please. It's not like I enjoy being a women anyways. lol


Ps. Stuffed animals are still the shit, bro. <3





Finished this as fast as I could, need to get all my personal pics out of the way so I can start focusing on commissions. uwu
(I'm not 22 yet, but screw you only 5 more days till I am)

Now that I AM 22 I can get rid of that.
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:iconfreeza-frost:
freeza-frost Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
so yer a boyish girl hmm?  i saw a photo and thought you were a dude! ^^;
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:icongiggle-loves-fnafs:
Giggle-loves-FNAFs Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
wait, are you a GIRL or a BOY? 0_e
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:iconthediamonduniverse:
TheDiamondUniverse Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Student Filmographer
even now, I'm still a semi goth… 
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:iconcosmic-brownie:
Cosmic-Brownie Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Stuffed animals will always be the shit, regardless of what others say >8D
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FireMoon9 Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2013  Student General Artist
Woah. I never thought we can see the light when we are in depression. 
Social anxiety...fuck this thing, this really ruins life...
But, arf, I'm glad you're better now ! You prove me we can live even after depression ! 
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NikoNikoAdopts Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL The clothing your 22 (current) self is wearing reminds me of Ellen DeGeneres! XD
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:iconthediamonduniverse:
TheDiamondUniverse Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Student Filmographer
haha… ITS DOES!!! I am a dummy! 
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xX-Princess-Pie-Xx Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Student Artist
Shit, it does : O
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aswertyuiol Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Even at my relatively young age, I agree with you on the hair thing. I'm about the second stage on your cycle thingamabob (age only) and I have short hair but I'm still ridiculously thin. Seriously I can feel my fuckin ribs. Stuffed animals are totally the shit man.
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Haunted9 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
lol Stuffed animals are AMAZING!! lmao
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:iconfoxyko:
foxyko Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
IDK ABOUT YOU. BUT I'M FEELING TWENTY TWOOOO
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:iconrane-mutt:
Rane-mutt Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Student General Artist
how you drew yourself for 22 looks like zombeh-wolfeh or whatever her name is.
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:iconrane-mutt:
Rane-mutt Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Student General Artist

lol.NOW THAT I AM 22 I CAN GET RID OF THAT XD

 

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XThePaganCanidX Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013  Student General Artist
15 looks alot like me. XD
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:iconthestalkerific:
TheStalkerific Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013
haha nice and funny
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:iconcrymsonfire445:
CrymsonFire445 Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013  Student General Artist
WE have the same birthday! but wow you seemed to have gone through alot :c i'm glad your depression is better, though~ i had to go through that stage too, it's terrible man.
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:iconcloudwilk:
Cloudwilk Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013  Student Filmographer
This is neat. The progression is cool to look at.
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:iconlunabluex:
LunaBluex Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013
I still have a closet filled with stuffed animals
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:iconcrazydaisytoocool:
CRAZYDAISYTOOCOOL Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
I'm in love!
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:iconpapiafluff:
PapiaFluff Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is pretty much me all the way. Except I was more girly when I was little, vbeuitbsvjg. 

And yes stuffed animals are the shit man. ;3 So are hats and ties and jackets yeee
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TornadoWraith88 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013
i used to be a hell of a lot more masculine /shot
love this, though <3 
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bronypony14 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow, this is, like me, wow, like alot like me........
ok
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:iconmintheartbreak:
MintHeartBreak Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yay! Stuff animals are the shit!! Anyway... HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MIIROKU!!!!!
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:iconjaykat12:
JayKat12 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Student Artist
i like what you wore when your 15 i know you dont like it but i do :3
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:iconmiiroku:
Miiroku Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013

I no longer hate it, but I'd never go back to it. XD

I so think the pants were pretty cool though.

Most of mine were so torn up though I recently threw all but one pair out. I only had literally 4 pares of pants for 4 years, so they were very used. XDD ($60 pants and I couldn't afford to buy more)

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:iconcatofthewilderness:
CatOfTheWilderness Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
faze xD
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:icondefying-t:
Defying-T Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013
"It's not like I enjoy being a women anyways"

What's so bad about being a girl?
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:iconmiiroku:
Miiroku Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013

Nothing? I just don't feel comfortable being one, personally.

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:iconbadgerqwert:
BadgerQWERT Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are one awesome person.
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:iconspiderlilyhiganbana:
SpiderlilyHiganbana Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional General Artist
Sometimes it's funny seeing someone else tell a story you know so well...
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:iconrudywolf:
Rudywolf Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
im a tomboy also plushies are the best. fudge barbie
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:iconuniverse-b:
Universe-B Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It was cool reading your sorta life story thing :)
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:iconjrholford:
jrholford Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
so doing this.
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:iconteganharuno:
TeganHaruno Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013
Have you been stalking me? lol 'Cause this is me all the way
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:iconxxxloving-kitkatxxx:
xXxLoving-kitkatxXx Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I wanna do one >< lol but I has not tablet any more :(
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:iconsuperjustinbros:
Superjustinbros Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww, that's a cute cat plushie. :blush:
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:iconsoberdogs:
SoberDOGS Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
MOM IT'S NOT A PHASE OK JUST LEAVE ME ALON

god I think all of us when through that
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:iconfuchsianess:
Fuchsianess Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013
" I'm one sexy man-women."

BLUE. OMG.
WOMEN.
OMG.
Don't you mean 'woman'? xD!

No but omg. ;o;<3 Blue, yo a sexy mofo, end of story.
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Faolanthedemonwolf Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
STUFFED ANIMALS ARE THE SHIT!!!! but holy hell if this isnt how my life is going right now. god damn i am turning into u!! BEST DAY EVER!!!!!
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:iconkasodi:
Kasodi Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes. Stuffed animals are the shit. X3 XD
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WerewolfPTStudios Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
'Ps. Stuffed animals are still the shit, bro. <3'

Awww, yeah! Stuffed Animals forever. <3
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Finest-DarKastle Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh wow, how tall are you? Vuv
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:iconmiiroku:
Miiroku Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013

5 foot 6.

So average as could be height.

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:iconfinest-darkastle:
Finest-DarKastle Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ahhh I'm 13 and 5'7 omg 
why must I be so weird ;U;
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:iconmiiroku:
Miiroku Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
I would love to be a bit more on the tall side to tell the truth. And hay, you might not even grow much more. XD
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:iconfinest-darkastle:
Finest-DarKastle Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow XD
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:iconhawkstorm1st:
Hawkstorm1st Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is so cool, so far I'm like you!
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:iconnarupup9654:
narupup9654 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013
You are kinda gender less XD
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:iconeldnsay:
Eldnsay Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013
Wow, this could actually describe me too XD Haven't really gotten to the fancy part, but it's getting pretty close.
Beautiful/Handsome job.
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:iconvarjomo:
Varjomo Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Umm,,, If you like tressing like a man and donīt want to be a woman, have you ever considered that you might be transgerder? Iīm saying this because my best friend is a trans-man (womanīs body but manīs mind) and he has similar experience.

Also, nice evolution. :3 I might want to draw about my own life like this,,,
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